thanks for the concern, guys
i should learn not to put my panic attacks on the internet.
also i will get it checked, embarrassment aside.
promise.
fffffffffffffff
m'freakin out
so i have this freckle thing
and i'm sure it has doubled in size since the last time i looked at it
a-and it's a wierd shape
and kinda blotchy
and it's on my boob so it's not like that area gets a lot of sunlight
so i'm gonna go ahead and assume it is a melanoma and i am going to die *hyperventilates*
nnnnnnnnnn i'm too embarrassed/terrified to get it checked
ohgodohgodohgod *curls up in to a ball*
also i just went for a shower and there was a steak knife